January 24, 2005
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hey hey hey faithful readers:
it has been a loooong while since my last post. the reason for that is because i didnt feel like posting until now. i am back at BU, sitting in jen's room procrastinating like usual. the roommate situation is okay....i just wish it wasnt so akward whenever im in there. i think she's still really pissed about living with me in general... i am very messy, i used her computer for a while, and i always have friends over. i hope the situation will get better though, because i dont really mind her, at all.
but im gonna get my act together. i swear i will.
BU, in general, is good. classes are a blast, as usual. my friends are fun to hang out with...i just cant wait to go to some good parties. in the lady situation.....well....let's just say im okay with takin it day by day, and being single isnt really all that bad. what keeps me entertained is my class crush, you knowww.....that one person in your class that you kind of formulate a crush on both out of boredom and spending so much time with them. everybody gets 'em, just sometimes you dont admit it until waaaay later. then you're like, holy shit! i have a crush on john doe! and then it develops into more, you start flirting more often and more consciously, look them up and down during class, fantasize about what it would be like to be with them....then you realize you never would but it was fun while it lasted.
well, i have one, and shes really cute. i just dont think i could ever, you know, do it. with her.
anyway, life is fun, for now. could be better, could be worse. i need to learn to better manage my finances. mom's getting on my case. ew. she wants to know what i spent pretty much all of the money they gave me last semester on. um. food.
but yeah, shes coming up this weekend which is gonna SUCK. i just dont feel like dealing with her shit right now. shes gonna monopolize my weekend fun potential. speaking of weekend fun, this weekend was a long one. we had no class today. which means, no locals which MEANS, more rehearsal time for my monologue. im still pretty fucking nervous about it. i had weird dreams where i kept fucking up and forgetting shit.n i hope all goes smoothly next monday.
in other news, i have a paper due tomorrow that is just so annoying. its one of those papers that arent really that hard if you could just get started. but you keep thinking about all the laziness factors involved so you never do. fuck it, im gonna get started. now. okay now. now. now. now.nownownownownownownownownownownownwonwonwnow
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